11.12.09

i would like to disappear.

may be then i won't have to fake smiles for strangers. i wouldn't need to step into a costume when i step out of my room. i wouldn't even have to bother about work this much. i could walk slowly and look for stars in the bombay sky. i might even find orion. i needn't bother being non-descript, i needn't wear colours that only seem grey.

and as i face the sun i can cast no shadow. (like noel gallagher says, "an invisible man is the kind who casts no shadow.")

8.12.09

petty fucking politics, and i don't have the time for them.
bah!